The manuscript of survival – part 324
June 16, 2013
Aisha North
Fear, pain, struggle and toil. For many, this will be a very accurate description of the last few days, and for all of you, you have been in touch with at least one component of this heady mix of conflicting symptoms lately. For yes, they are indeed symptoms of a profound transformation taking place within you all, and as all symptoms go, they can in may ways effectively mask the reason for their appearance. For all of these unpleasant effects can easily be classified as negative, and for some, even be construed as detrimental. But they are not. For what they really are, are clear sings that you are moving up and away from the miasma of drama and illusion you have been swimming in for eons.
For you are in what can be called the chaos state for many now, as you are at the very doorstep of rediscovering you truest potential, the real you, the one that will emerge shining from all of the mud that at times seems to stick relentlessly to you no matter how hard you try to scrape it off. And so again we say, remember to let yourself lift up from this mud, for even if your whole being seems to be almost sucked under by the pull from this goo, your spirit is still up there, in the cloudless sky. So again we urge you all to connect with that free flying, all seing One you carry inside. And then, only then, will you be able to see that you are not falling under the spell of the old you again. It is only the last show of strength from it, but a futile one. That is, as long as you are able to tear your focus away from all of the drama, and let yourself fully engage with the real YOU, the one you have gotten at least one fleeting glimpse of already.
We will repeat this message again and again, for remember it is much easier to fall for the temptation to re-enter the fray of your inner dramas being played out in vivid color than to release them once and for all and acknowledge the fact that these are just superficial mirages superimposed on the real YOU. For the real you is not an actor, the real you just IS, now and forever. So again we say, these ups and downs, fears and struggles are a sign that you are being presented with all of these old and tired parts of you, with the explicit reason to let yourself finally say goodbye to them. For you cannot suppress them, that will only increase the drama as we have told you before. You must simply ”go upstairs” and see how it all passes you by, like wafts of smoke passing in front of you as it goes up and joins the other memories drifting into oblivion as they re-enter Creation and returns back to their pristine state of pure energy.
For that is what you are returning to also, your pristine state of pure awareness, but this time, it will come into the physical vehicle you call your body. This does not happen to be a friction free process, far from it. But remember, you can make it much, much more so if you manage to extricate yourself from the urge to play along with these drama scenes that comes up for revision. For that is what it is truly meant to be, a re-vision, as in SEEING them, not a revisit, as in BEING them. There is a very clear distinction between the two, and we urge you again to be very aware of what cathegory you automatically adhere yourself to.
So again we say, help yourself by connecting within, to that river of knowingness that is there for you, 24/7, no matter how far down in the muck you currently feel yourself. For you are not mud people, you are free spirits, and so this mudbath need not last longer than what you yourself choose. The river is there, and no matter how splattered and soiled you feel, the river will wash it away for you. And do not worry, your old mud will not spoil that river in any way. For the river will carry this silt to a place where it will serve as fertile soil in which to grow the new life you so deeply hanker for.
